I went to my OB-Gyne last thursday because I am feeling somethings again. It is similar to my illness last year that I was hospitalized for but I think even worse. She performed a pap smear for me. Of which I dread to hell. I mean any normal woman would enjoy a cold spoon inside her? Then the eecky feeling in your womb after that. My doctor is presuming Bacteriosis Vaginosis that women get, and I made sure my husband knew, from tissue papers and water. Considering our deep well water from Las Pinas I am not surprised. Ever since Dan took me out from QC's Nawasa world to the primitive water systems of Las Pinas I have been experiencing these Gynecological illnesses.
I was shocked and reacted as I remember her diagnosis when I was confined last year that it was the same, "So. ang ibig sabihin mo Dok, hindi ako gumaling after ma-confine ako?". She was speechless. Finally, she managed a "Hindi naman sa ganun...". Then what the f*ck? I took my sample to the hospital laboratory for submission. And had to wait with so many med techs with AIDS As If Doing Something. I do not know why I still go to this hospital with poor service and over charging institution. I know my health card from the office covers everything but I work hard to get it for free. I do not know why I keep up with this hospital where there are far more better than this hospital. Well I guess I am lazy and it is the nearest and most convenient hospital. It is a price I have to pay then for being lazy.
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Is it normal for a 5 year old boy to watch porn? My son knows how to operate the VCD player and would watch movies from our room. One day we were wondering from the dining room where Brusko was. So we would yeall and call him but there is no answer. Dan went up quickly and the master bedroom door was locked. He called out for Brusko and he was inside. Dan said "Bruce! waht are you doing?!" he replied silently "watching VCD". So, Dan just shrugged his shoulders and went back down.
After, an hour he went down and ate his snacks quickly. Then he asked permission to go his friend's house the neighbors. Dan went up and wanted to play some audio VCD. And to his surprise the last CD that was in the player was one of our porn movies. He called out to me and told me that my son watching porn. He just smiled and commented "maaga nagbibinata ang anak mo". While I was just simply speechless.
The following day I came from the neighbors and went in the living room to find Brusko reading a magazine. The magazine looked familiar. It was one of Dan's Playboy magazines. My initial reaction was to grab the magazine and it was turned to the page at women with exposed breasts. But then I retreated and smiled and told him "anak, binabasa mo ba ito?" he replied, "hindi mami, pinapaypay ko lang kase mainit e. tutlog na ako" he lied down on the sofa and shut his eyes tight. Using it as a fan when the electric fan was on number 3 straight at him. I knelt down and held his forhead and whispered, "anak, you can tell me the truth. ok lang naman natural lang na tumingin ka sa girls kase boy ka diba?" he replied coyly "mami tulog na ako". I just smiled and kissed him.
I was wondering if that was the right way to react given the situation? Should I have scolded him and pretend that it was bad? When her mother is numero erotica herself?
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